It is the best of times because we are getting SO CLOSE to travel to meet my sweet children! So close to seeing them and holding them and actually walking in Gods promise. Manifested promise of God! WOW!
It is the worst of times because we are transitioning one of our children back into her birth parents home. These transitions are difficult for me. Loving kiddos is no problem but letting go... (Not my strong suit). I have put the entire matter into Gods hands and he knows best. If she does indeed return home I trust it is God's will and I lean not to my own understanding. If the plan changes and she stays with us... OK I would be great with that! I trust my GREAT BIG GOD to perform his will. So, I am Happy. I choose happiness. I choose to trust God's love for me and for *baby*. Adoption is moving forward and God is taking care of everything else. I have peace which passes all understanding.
Sunday, November 21, 2010
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I did it! I read all the way back to the first post! It sounds like we have several things in common. We were previously foster parents and adopted 3 kiddos that way. Have other adopted kids. Are hopefully traveling relatively soonish to a lovely country across the BIG WATER. I was excited to read your post about how soon we might know a travel date. I would love that! I am hoping for January travel, too.
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