Monday, June 20, 2011

In Gods timing...

We drove today to the capital to get another piece of paperwork officialized. Yes, I thought we were finished but we did this *just in case*.  We had our home study ssw prepare a letter saying that our home study is still current and up to date.  This is just in case the judge asks for it AND because our home study is almost a year old.  So no new word on court or anything. The family who got their I800a approval at almost the same time as us (days apart) already have their sweet children home. They also adopted a boy and a girl from the same region.  Its in Gods timing.... I know.  We have had a couple of small paperwork delays but nothing major. I had hoped to travel to meet our kids in January but it ended up being the end of March. I submitted our I800 application 3 days after I returned home in April and it came back approved fairly quickly I thought. I have done all our paperwork very fast.  I can't think of a thing I could have done faster. I can't even read along on the adoption group I am in anymore. It hurts too much. I feel like (feelings are irrelevant) our adoption is swimming along... in molasses. I am a very positive person and I tend toward the optimistic. I am a very patient person and I know how to wait. I don't want to sound whiney. It is not my nature. I may not even post this because I don't want to come across as the type of person who complains and is never content. I usually only post positive uplifting things and I keep frustrating and sad things locked away until they turn positive. But here it is. Here I am. 
Proverbs 13:12
Hope deferred maketh the heart sick: but when the desire cometh, it is a tree of life.  It's in Gods timing... It's in Gods timing...  It's in Gods timing...  

1 comment:

  1. (((HUGS)))) Jamie, I know exactly how you feel. The order sometimes doesn;t make sense. but yes God's timing!!

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